when i say it’s okay, it usually is.
when i say s’okay, it might be.
when i say s’okay… it probably isn’t.
when i say s’ok… it really isn’t.
if i just type k, something is really wrong.
ok never means okay.
that aim status i had once that said sometimes spelling means more than the words themselves, was referring to how my usage of proper spelling and grammar declines with my mood / stability. letters other than i and a are not words.
when i say i’m ready to give up, listen. i might mean more than i’m letting on.
if i seem pissed at you and storm off, chances are i just need to get away. don’t worry, i’ll come back when i’m calm.
my mood can switch with little more cause than a feather needs to flutter or move. it happens instantly. in all directions. and no i’m not faking it.
it may seem like i don’t care. i do. and i’m sorry. i don’t mean to hurt you. though chances are i will. and trust me, that only makes me feel worse.